"Adulting"

I hope everyone's holiday season has been the best that they've hoped that it can be. For me, it's been one of the crappiest times. I've been in a weird funk the last couple of weeks, and it isn't fun. I'm honestly not sure why, either, but it's a real low right now, and I don't like it. I've just been rolling with the punches recently, and things in my life aren't going for the best right now. There're 11 days until Christmas, and everyone else is excitedly going on and on about how they can't wait until they see what they get from their significant other. Can't wait until they can go see the Christmas lights with their significant other, etc. Here I am. I guess the holiday season always gets me in my feelings because every holiday season has been pretty shitty for me recently. I haven't had a consistent, decent, holiday since 2014, and I'm going to continue the bad streak of holiday's for what feels like the rest of